Preface: Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."But I say unto you, they are inseparable.Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
I am getting thru this, I know. For a brief moment today I thought about Shaitan. More than feeling angry at him, I felt sad that its over. I told my sister once that I feel alive after a break up. Seriously, the only time we feel alive is when we're in love and when a r'ship ends. Any other days are just normal.
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No way!
there are other times when i feel REALY ALIVE TOO aside from the occasional breakups.. like say, when i shisha.. hihi.. :) (yes im such an addict). other times is when i ride a rollercoaster or when im trying to catch assignment deadlines.. :S
but yes i do feel alive after breakups. but thats when i feel like dying.. hu hu.. but Thank God, it has passed! *phew*
i thought about it some more... there are other things in life i know. do u remember whats it like the first time u fall in love? i'm sure u remember how it feels like to lose love. the feelings (for me at least) are in the extremes.
unfortunately, shisha doesnt come close to the feeling i felt when i fall for someone. at least, shisha is the one constant in my life :)
If you had to give up joy in exchange for ridding yourself of sorrow, I am certain I'd pass. For me, the sorrow brings a painful awareness of how alive you are, but an important one.
A long time ago I briefly took some medication for depression. The sadness was gone but so was joy, the remainder was just sort of lukewarm. Not worth it.
Hmm.. I don't know.
The only time I DON'T feel alive is when I'm bored. I think cause I'm easily excited hehe.
Like someone gets a haircut, and I'M more excited than they are. They get new clothes and AGAIN I'm more excited than they are. Does that make me weird? I don't know.
You cool cucumbers are a little hard to get a reaction from. 0_0 Which is why I like bugging you. =D
I love you!
DOWN WITH SHAITAN!
its just hard to remember sorrow when joy is around and vice versa ;) ...
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