Preface: When I thoughtlessly and impulsively react to feelings of anger, I always end up regreting it...
It’s funny that the things I miss the most when I was away is my bed and pillows. I know. I’m surprised it’s not blogging too! It feels so good to just lie there with the familiar smell of my bantal busuk (smelly pillows).
I don’t usually dream when sleeping. I do most of my dreamings when I’m awake. I don’t know what that say about my brain. Whether the brain is too lazy to do anything in the middle of the night or it’s just how a brain should be (sleeping) or could be I am very forgetful that I just don't remember dreams. Last night my brain decides to dream thou. I don’t remember much of it but the last part was horrible. Shaitan (the X) was telling me that he made a mistake and he loves me. Before I could reply with “Go to hell, you jerk!”, my mom woke me up. AArrgh!! How crappy is that? Does this mean I harbor a secret wish to get back together with that idiot? I think not. Mom just cut short my dream just when I was getting into the good part *sighs* I seriously don’t mind re-living the verbal abuse I gave him HaHa!
I regret swearing at him actually. It's so not me to be angry like that. I'm usually more of the cool type. Very seldom show my feelings to other people outside my family & friends.
I wish for a life-eraser. Something I can use to erase part of life that I don't like or want to forget.
7 comments:
I often wish for life erasers. If you find one let me know. I remember a lot of dreams but not nearly as many as I have. I think they are just made up of random things we have experienced and may or may not apply to life at the moment.
The worst is when your alarm clock wakes you up from a dream. Then you miss the good parts plus you know you have to drag yourself out of your warm bed cocoon and get to work.
Urgh, I hate it when that happens man. It's so frustrating to have the good bits slip from your fingers.
And about the swearing, I promise you, that venting is always a good thing. Better to let itout than keep it all inside.
i remember most of my dreams. it sucks. believe me sleeping and having dreams can be so tiring. you dont get to rest. *sigh*
but anyway, i agree with Acom. dont regret swearing at him. if u didnt swear, you might not have felt better right now. because you said it, its not inside your system anymore, so you can be happy! hooray!
oh and, things that happen are made to happen and things happen for a reason so, yeah. no regrets ok? :)
Anyway, I miss u already Cuz *hug*
err, i mean "meant to happen" not "made.." hihi.. damn im hungry.
Welcome back! I have weird and sometimes horrible dreams all the time, and I usually remember them. I think of them as free entertainment. And my policy is not to have regrets - even the things I'd do differently if given the opportunity are all part of the journey.
I'd like a life-eraser to erase parts of my past! I usually can remember the last dream I have and parts of the previous ones each night. How cool that you can dream during the daytime!
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