The power of thinking without thinking

Preface: Tears are sacred. Think of it not as a sign of weakness but of power. It is more explicit than a thousand words.

You think its not there anymore
Then during one soundless morning
It comes to you gradually
Piece by piece
Until you realize
Tears rolls down your face


Maybe its because I'm a girl and so more emotional. Or maybe I'm in denial I can't believe its over still. I'm going crazy.

I think I'm still in love. Why is it so hard and taking so long to get rid of this feeling? Will ripping my heart out of my body help? Do I really have to wait and wait for Time to do its magic?

What about these quotes?

• Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own
• Sometimes you have to let go to see if there was anything worth holding on to
• A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.
• Letting go is one way of saying I love you
  

Ok I agree with all of them. I let him go, I had no choice. He didn't love me anymore. So where is my prize now? Don't I get anything for opening my heart in the first place? Don't I at least rate second place for giving up a piece of me? What about a consolation prize for the crying in the darkness routine? I deserve something other than this dull ache, don't I?

It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul-hurt.

I know letting go is for the best. And no matter how much it breaks my heart, I know I did the right thing.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new